I am no longer available on chat

Something strange has happened, it started with my first computer in 1999 and yahoo chat, the chatting bug hit me big time,from 1999 to 2008 i have been chatting and chatting, i was thrilled to chat with strangers from distant lands and not so distant lands, adding them randomly talking to them, made some amazingly good friends and some i would rather forget. The virtual world seemed to fill my emptiness, the chat buddies were so dependeble, whenever i felt bored, lonely, they were there amusing me, sharing songs,talking about life,business opportunities,advising,flirting.

But this woman seems to have done what no one has ever done, filled my emptiness, i am no longer chatting, with strangers, i am no longer looking for frivolous friends, i want deeper meaning to all my relationships.I am not sure what that means though!!!